Saturday, 14 May 2011

Saya minta maaf

Askm.

Saya minta maaf.
i know i am hurting u
i know i have done a lot of  mistake
i know n i understand u
i am declare herewith that
i am guilty.

please forgive me
although i know u hate me
although i know u will never forgive me
although i know u will never.......
pleased..................................

i am very sad
and its become worst still lately
i am try to forget u but i cant do it
every minutes i missed u
really  i dont know what to do
to move forward with the life
without u...

Pleased forgive me
at least......
for the seek of my kids.

U tak salah apapun
u are right
u are good
nothing wrong with u
pleased forgive me on whatever i did
i just want u to be happy
i will keep pray ( i did it ) for your happiness

All the good things are come from Allah n
All the bad things is come from me

Maafkan saya.

iamstilllovingu

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Sunday, 10 April 2011

Sedetik masa berlalu

Askm,

Sedetik masa berlalu
Yang tak akan kembali lagi
perginya bersama dengan seribu kenangan
yang tak siapa tahu...

eleh....semua orangpuln macamtulah....
relax and take it easy.....
Tak da apa apa yang berlaku pun
cuma secubit peristiwa yang sungguh menyayat hati
yang seringkali menghantui setiap detik dan masa
walau cuba dilupakan...masih tak terdaya...

Tapi..insyaAllah..itulah ketentuan Ilahi
Percayalah Allah bersamaku  sentiasa
melimpahkan rahmat,taufik dan hidayah

Arrahman nir Rahim ( Allah yang pengasih dan penyayang )
Inilah jalan yang terbaik
dengan limpah kurniamu terselindung berbagai hidayah
yang tanpa diduga.....

Ya Allah,ku pohon keampunanmu, rahmat, taufik dan hidayahmu.
Ketemukanlah ( jodohkanlah)  aku dengan seorang perempuan ( isteri )  dari golongan org2 yang terbaik untuk dunia dan akhirat.

Ya Allah, ampunkanlah dosa anak anakku, jadikanlah mereka tergolong dari anak anak yang mendirikan solat  dan menjadi anak anak yang soleh dan solehah. Amin...

In fact...ni baru sampai rumah.2 hari balik kg. Hari sabtu pagi bertolak terus pergi bidor rumah pak busu ( anak perempuannya kawin ). Lepas makan kami sekeluarga pergi mandi sungai ( air terjun ) yang hanya 5km dari rumah pak busu.

Air yang sejuk sungguh menyegarkan. Lepas itu pada sebelah petang sampai rumah Simpang Pulai. Pinat bawak balik 40 biji buah durian, ada durian kg dan ada juga durian D 24. Semua adik beradik makan durian,bubur durian dengan gembiranya...hehe macm buat karangan sekolah jeerrrrrr......

Kkkkkkk...hari dah malam...besok nak mula berkemas untuk preparation Umrah...
1) Kain Umrah 2 pasang
2) Tali Pingang
3) Seluar jalan 2 pasang
4) Baju jubah 2 pasang
5) Baju dalam 2 pasang
6) Kopiah 1 jeer
7) Tukar duit Arap
8) Kasut selipar
9) dan lain lain TBA

Huh.. mengantuk nak tido....selamat malam....i miss u my love.

safuan
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Tuesday, 5 April 2011

UMRAH- JEMPUTAN DARI ALLAH

Askm.

Alhamdulillah..insyaAllah sya akan mengerjakan Umrah pada 20hb April 2011 yang hanya tinggal 15hari saja lagi..

Kali ini sya akan pergi berseorangan tanpa ditemani oleh arwah isteri atau saudara mara maupun sahabat. Perasaan terasa teruja...bimbang dan mengharap rahmat dari Allah.

Maafkan sya ma dan adik linda, abg puan tidak dapat menemani ma dan adik linda untuk mengerjakan umrah pada bulan june. Abg Puan ingin mencari ketenangan. Walaumacamanapun abg puan doakan semoga adik dan ma menjadi tetamu istimewa Allah..insyaAllah.

Sejak membaca buku Travelog Haji yang dipinjamkan oleh seorang kawan...bermula..membuat hati sungguh merasa terharu,kerdil,menusok hati dan sanubari. Hampir setiap helaian mukasurat yang dibaca diiringi dengan cucuran airmata.

Hakikatnya sya adalah seorang manusia biasa yang selalu melakukan kesalahan demi kesalahan..Ya Allah ampunkanlah dosaku.

Dengan penoh keinsafan, solatku diiringi dengan tangisan demi tangisan..mensyukuri nikmat dan kasihsayang mu ya Allah lalu aku memohon belas ihsan darimu Ya Allah...ampunkanlah dosadosaku.

Penulisan dari buku travelog haji banyak mengimbas kembali sewaktu kami( saya, arwah isteri tersayang dan ibu mertua ) mengerjakan haji pada tahun 2005. Pengalaman yang kami tempuhi telah banyak memberi kesan yang amat mendalam. Kali ini abg pergi umrah bersaorangan tanpamu sayang....tapi  insyaAllah abg akan pohon doa restu dari Allah semoga rohmu ditempatkan bersama sama dengan orang2 yang beriman.Amin.

Aku bersyukur padamu ya Allah atas rezeki dan jemputan umrah yang engkau berikan. Kali ini adalah umrah ku yang Ke 3. Jadilah aku tetamumu yang istimewa ya Allah.Permudahkanlah segala urusanku.

Terdetik didalam sudut hati.....adakah kawan yang memberikan pinjam buku travelog haji ini..adalah org yang menjadi teman setiaku? wallahuaklam

Ya Allah...ku memohon keampunanmu ya Allah....ku pohon keampunanmu ya Allah..









I love u and I miss u.

safuan
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Monday, 4 April 2011

Travelog Haji

Askm.

Maaf friends lama tak tulis blog..sya terlalu sibuk dan keletihan.
Terlalu sibuk? Yes! i am busy with all my works,my preparation for the umrah,my kids,my client,my design and with all so many things that i have to think alone as a managing director of the company as well as a father and mother to all my kids..
Huh...i feel very tired and tired but still i thanks to Allah what ive now...

Surah Al-Rahman " Maka nikmat Tuhan yang manakah yang kamu dustakan?"

Kata kata itu telah mengetuk pintu hati  lalu melahirkan rasa bersyukur dengan kasih dan sayang serta rahmat yang Allah berikan kepada sya.

" Ya Allah..aku mohon keampunanmu ya Allah, aku mohon keampunanmu ya Allah, aku mohon keampunan mu ya Allah. Aku bertaubat kepadamu daripada segala dosa yang aku lakukan."

" Ya Allah, aku mohon keampunan mu. Aku akan menunaikan umrah bulan ini.Permudahkanlah urusan ku.Lindungi lah kami.Ya Allah,hanya padamu aku berserah bagi menjaga anak-anak ku.Jagalah keselamatan mereka,ya Alllah." Amin

" Ya Allah,terima aku sebagai tetamu mu ya Allah. Aku pohon rahmatmu ya Allah. Aku pohon keredoan dari mu ya Allah.

" Ampunkanlah dosa dosa kedua ibubapaku,isteriku, anak anak ku dan seluruh kaum muslimin dan muslimat serta tempatkanlah kami nanti di syurgamu bersama sama dengan para solihin dan ambiya..ya Allah."

Thank you my friend, you pinjamkan buku Travellog Haji ni...Sungguh buku ini amat bermanafaat sekali..menjadi pedoman dan menggoncang hati mengenal kebesaran Allah dalam mencari rahmat dan keredoan Allah. Tqsm.. again my friend. i wish you mendapat jemputan dari Allah utk menunaikan Haji pada tahun ini..insyaAllah...Amin.

Salam.

safuan
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Wednesday, 30 March 2011

Busy Days

Askm.

It was my busy day. As usual, in the morning i went for jog, must...to refresh my stamina, prepareration for my umrah nanti....but my weight is still maintain...tak turun pun...then i rasa sedikit kecewa...

Rushing back home, take my bath and straight away go to office meeting wirh my partner. We went to see somebody ( client ). Everything went smoothly and i wish i will success in this mission. amin insyaAllah.

My hanphone asyik berbunyi ajeer. call incoming from all my friends, my previous client, busy with the fb especially my old friends Sek. Men.Teknik Ipoh... Look at them..then i realised they all look old. luckily not me...haha msh handsome lagi as told by my sis.

Can u all imagine how busy am i, to arrange for next coming meeting, to prepare all the proposal and design, to prepare the costing and tender....lunch sana dinner sini... No no no i have to control it at least....

Allah berfirman yang bermaksud: Wahai org2 yg beriman, jgnlah kamu dilalaikan dengan isteri dan anak2 kamu, hartabenda kamu, urusan kamu didunia daripada mengingati Allah.

Next week Saturday, ada wedding invitation from my arwah friend...akhirnya kawin juga budak tu....very sweat guy.

i am not sure wether can i go for the wedding or not bcoz i have another plan.... lets see how is goes

Yes...!!!!! hari demi hari berlalu...i feel i getting more better and better. i miss all this situasi..i thought that i am not be able to cover myself, but alhamdulillah....pelan pelan...is going to be hopefully very soon....

Ya Allah...Pleased forgive me whatever mistakes that i've done and please guide me kejalan yang lurus utk dunia dan hari akhirat dan hindarkan dari azab api neraka..Amin

safuan
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Tuesday, 29 March 2011

Riyadh Al- Salihin

Askm.

Riyard Al-Salihin sebuah buku himpunan hadis hadis sahih...
It's very good book and very thank you..my friend who had given this book to me..
But....
actually...sometimes it make me very sad n sad....again n again.
i hope it will over soon...and its on the way now for sure......

dinner with friend last night n its really make me enjoyed myself wihout me wanting.....

Dapat itenery dari Andalusia travels on my Umrah. Wau...fantastic...look at the itenery..yes i will  be in Mekah on 25th April.and i hope i will be standing in front of Kaabah on my birthdays....
which fall on 25th April..Guess how old am i....it just going to be 48years old...masih handsome lagi as told by my sister.haha...tq..anyway

Very good today and i hope tomorrow it better day than yesterday. Quite busy with all the project proposal requested by the client..hehe somehow....iam getting involved design for the CCTV system.

work nowdays seems getting busy but i miss that for at least a year. and now i am ready to take that challange.....haha i must be strong and strong just for you..

perhaps i can khatam Al-Quran before leaving for umrah. I will start again and  i try to finish Khatam Al-Quran during my umrah....insyaAllah.

I love yesterday and today. Thanks you Ya Allah...i hope hari hari yang mendatang menjanjikan hari hari yang penoh dengan kebahagian dan kegembiraan...i miss that really....

I miss you.

safuan
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Monday, 28 March 2011

Allah the Mercy

Askm.

Dengan nama Allah Yang Maha Pengasih lagi maha Penyayang.
Ku panjatkan sepenoh kesyukuran padamu Ya Allah....
Hari demi hari berlalu....
tanpa disedari......so many things happened....
But i always believe
that's the best for me and my kids....
that's the best for us for here and hereafter..
thanks Ya Allah...again and again.

Althougth....is very paintfull to remember it...u just take it easy
and insyaAllah...the happiness is on the way
in fact,
i am very happy nowsdays
with all the love,
always around
you are always on my mind
for you...foreever
for the rest of my life and time
i am loving you....
Ya Allah.

safuan
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Sunday, 27 March 2011

Satu penantian

Askm.

As usual, early morning i went for jog at taman tasek cempaka.it was so wonderful day. After jog i bought nasi lemak for my kids..jemur baju,basuh kain and etc...maklumlah dah jadi mak dan ayah sekali.

Semalam, pasangan pengantin baru datang rumah..so..we all cepat cepat bersihkan rumah coz ada orang nak datang...look at my kids,they are very helpful..masing2 dah tahu nak buat macamana..berkat didikan arwah mommynya..they all really make me happy..sometimes kelakar....gaduh gaduh jugak...berkira bila dah letih agaknya....

Happy listen to their honey moon in Paris..its was so nice n wonderful..
I and My arwah pun honey moon at oversea juga...Pulau Langkawi..hehe

Jumpa kawan lama yang sama sama pergi Haji dulu. Seorang yang warak dan beriman. Sepanjang perbualan, beliau banyak  memberi nasihat dan tunjuk ajar yang i anggap sangat berguna. it s talk about Fazlan minallah n fazlan minannas.....mensyukuri nikmat Allah, redho dengan ketentuan Allah, Allah sentiasa bersama kita and yakin sesuatu yang berlaku tidaklah dengan sia sia melainkan diiringi dengan hidayah dan rahmat dari nya.

Bersabarlah hati, bersabarkan perasaan, bersabarkan perasan. you will find the happiness soon and it will be for you here and hereafter forever...insyaAllah.

ILUIMU...koibito's sakura.

safuan
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Saturday, 26 March 2011

Kepadamu Ya Allah

Askm.

I don't know why lately i am very sad
never stop cyring at every solat and sujud
Ya Allah...please forgive

Ya Allah
anugerahkanlah kepada kami
isteri isteri kami dan keturunan kami
sebagai penyenang hati
dan jadikanlah kami iman bagi orang orang yang bertaqwa.

Ya Allah
santunilah kami dengan mempermudahkan segala kesusahan
kerana sesungguhnya mempermudahkan segala kesusahan
adalah mudah bagimu.

Ya Allah..
mudahkanlah segala urusan kami
sehingga tenteram jiwa dan raga kami
serta keselamatan dan kesejahteraan
pada agama dan dunia kami

Ya Allah ya tuhan kami
berilah kami kebaikan didunia
dan kebaikan diakhirat serta hindarkanlah kami
dari azab api neraka.

La Tahzan

I love you and miss you so much
i know you will there waiting
to be united again
syurga jannah..amin.







For the rest of my life i will loving you.

safuan
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Friday, 25 March 2011

That's is the actually what you want kan? Cakap tak serupa bikin.

Askm..

That's actually what you want..
that's actually what you waiting for
the oppurtunity....
i know
and.. 
you are very clever...
as far as you can
memutarbelitkan all the words and fact
just like a lawyer....
telling youself like nujum pak belalang
ya...seems like you know people hearts
ya...seems like you people mind
congratulation
of the great anugerah form the Allah.
Let me tell you something
you talk to much...
the more you talks the more you make mistakes

just an advice from me...
ungkapan dan kata kata
adalah sesuatu yang amat berharga
yang terlalu tinggi nilainya.
dengan itu berhati hati
dengan kata kata...
jangan jadi seperti kata kata...seperti
cakap tak serupa bikin........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
or
you not sure what you want.....

my beloved wife..

again i am proud of you my wife.
U are very firm and tegas
U know what you are doing
your love, your understanding, your pengorbanan,your kesucian,
hati yang bersih sebersih kapas
never bersangka buruk
selalu bersangka baik
mudah memaafkan
tidak ambil hati
berlapang dada
its all budi pekerti yang baik baik
and
listen to your mengaji Al Quran every day after solat
wake up as early in the morning
Solat Tahajjud, Solat Taubat, Solat Hajat almost everyday
since we get married
everyday cooked for me and the kids
before you go to work
listen to your lough and smile
you are kelakar
always make me happy.
You are so beriman....
i wonder why Allah need you now
becouse you love Allah
and Allah love you.


congratulation my wife....Allah is always with you. i know that for sure.
Al fatihah for you sayang.

safuan
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At Last.i realised it

Askm.

At Last...i realised
what i thought
which had been in my mind  since beginning
althought
i am try hardly not to believed it
i am try hardly not to think about it
but,....
at last....it all very clear and proven perfectly
of the end of the story

let me make u clearly my dear...
whatever had you said....
i begin to like you...
I love you SAFUAN
and all with so many others words and things
unfortunely.....
it's all with no meaning...
it's all just to play to just make you happy
it's all just to entertained you own loneliness
it's all just to......... i dont know  
hanya ALLAH yang tahu.

Yes!... you create the oppurtunity

Monday, 21 March 2011

my sort of woman

Askm.

Everybody can says anything what they like or what they want....but for sure you will not be able to get all what do you like or what do you looking for.....

i am looking for the honest and thruth..the main issue in our life. Surah Al ikhlas will explain to you. Are u really ikhlas that the god is one ( only Allah ). Perkara yang paling asas dalam kehidupan kita didunia. If u are not ikhlas...everything that we have done is all sia sia..

Keikhlasan adalah tunjang kehidupan kita. Dengan keikhlasan yang jitu semua perkara berbangkit akan dapat kita hadapi dengan mudah dan berjaya. Apakah itu keiklasan, apakah itu cinta, apakah itu kasih sayang, apakah itu pengorbanan dan apakah itu persefahaman.........

tiada jawapan yang jelas.....didalam kamus dunia..Hanya ALLAH sahaja yang tau membaca isi hati kita....just let it be....if u are not sure,confused, or unstable......or in the desperate situation....

Klau lah ada didunia ini yang isterinya tidak mempedulikan suaminya sedang sakit...harap dunia makin cepat kiamat..dan juga sebaliknya. Sakit dan kematian adalah hak kita yang allah tentukan....so tunaikan tanggongjawap yang sepatutnya TANPA COMPLAINT sedikitpun..tanda keikhlasan.... 

u are so good my beloved wife...U tak pernah complaint anything at all to me and i know you really redha i am your husband. thank u my darlin, u are my wife mithali tempatmu adalah di syurga Jannah..insyaALLAH.

i m proud to have u my love. we are always together susah dan senang bersama. bergandingan tangan sehingga akhir hayatmu. jangan bimbang sayang....Allah sayangkan mu, abang hanya dpat bersamamu sebagai pinjaman shja sementara didunia. Thank u my beloved wife...u lansung tak pernah menyakiti hati abang  and i m very appreciated that..u see sayang .. u pergi pada suatu pagi selepas subuh pagi jumaat. abang mandikan u,abang kapan kan u, abang bersama u, menyembahyangkan u selepas solat jumaat . u know ramai orang hampir 3 ribu mcm suasana di medinah....abng kuburkan u, bersama sama membaca talkin utk u, and now i am still with u with Al fatihah and yassin for u ....and for u and for u...................

Selamat berbahagia sayang bersama dengan Allah yang kau sayangi..Doakan lah utk abang yang terbaik untuk melalui sisa sisa hidup yang penoh ranjau dan berliku. Ya Allah..bimbing aku kejalan yang lurus dan benar dan matikanlah aku dalam iman.

safuan
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Sunday, 20 March 2011

Hanya Tinggal Kenangan

Askm.

As usual, morning, i went to jog at Taman Tasek Cempaka...alone.. of coz.. i feel fit and improved my stamina and i managed to jog 3 round non stop...i loss my weight nearly 3 kg. Wau!!! fantastic and hope, i can be able to reach an ideal weight of  77kg before i go for UMRAH. that means i have to loss my weight for another 3 kg. i think i can do it.

I just finished read the Umrah Book. tapi doa doa yang panjang2 tu belum hafal lagi...insyaAllah..soon i will.

Nearly 6 month... many things had happened without me wanting too...but all had happened makes my life misarable...but i believe that's the hidayah from Allah and i will face it with taqwa n kesabaran. May Allah forgive me all the mistake that i have done sengaja atau tak sengaja, sedar atau tak sedar, dulu, sekarang dan akan datang.

Its just hanya tinggal kenangan yang amat pahit untuk dikenang. But its ok...TAKE IT EASY.....pelan pelan and sabar....the word that someone did adviced me..

KKKKK...thanks again for your advice...but i feel n realise that everything has gone..n i feel i will not beable to give the L... since its all gone n foreever.

I redha with Allah decision..n whatever is it,  i believe that is the Best For Me for here n hereafter. InsyaAllah.


safuan.S
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Saturday, 19 March 2011

UPM- Golf

Askm.

Suddenly, i got a call from my very closed friend from port dickson. He ask me to come to upm golf course for a lunch...

he is a doctor medic in profession. we talk a lot of issue mainly about my life...my kids..., my business and etc....very good guys. comes another two friends ....prof..madya at upm and successfully young guys ( he is contractor )

They all are very happy go lucky guys...well wish you all always happy dunia and hereafter. amin.

I told them that i am leaving to Mekkah for Umrah next month. Doc ask to take this oppurtinity to ask Allah about my life...Solat Taubat then Solat Hajat infront of Kaabah. InsyaAllah....Allah akan tunjukkan jalan dan permudahkan semua urusan. Jgn lupa doakan utk ibubapa,anak2 dan kawan kawan sekali......

He ask me to get prepare for Umrah from now and don't kelam kabut about the love....Yes! i still have a month to brain wash everything and refresh myself......from all the..................??????????

Then i realised that something had happened which really wake up me from the fantasi that i made myself without me wanting. He told me that lets Allah decide for you.....

NOW... i am really release alot today...thanks for your advice my friends... i  will do it as much as as i can....perhaps Allah blessing me always.

at last u know,,i slept after zohor and wake up at 5.30pm.  HA!!! dah lama tak tido ptg,,, then i found myself memang suka tido....hahaha.

safuan
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Friday, 18 March 2011

Good Day

Askm.

Alhamdulillah.....
Good news for today....guess what?

1. i will get my dreams car Toyota Harrier 2.4L with the plate no of WVC373 ( in fact the car was ready for collection but pending the plate no ajeer...kena tunggu tender result out. You know how much i tender for that number....rm 800.00 ok lah not so bad.At fist i want to get BMW 5 siries E60, but cancelled. it sure remember me the BMW 3 siries that i bought for my beloved wife  when we just got the first baby...nur aima..its the present for my beloved arwah.That car has been sold out about 5 years before.we bought a pieces of land ( about 10 ac ) at kuala kangsar then planted with oil plam tree. hopefully next year..boleh kutip hasil..insyaAllah.

2. insyaAllah.... i will go somewhere looking for the piece...Umrah baitulharam...flight Arap Saudi 20th April till 5 MAy. semoga mendapat umrah yang makbur, banyak dosa nak minta ampun kat Allah.... and Hopefully i will celebrate my birthday over there....in front of the Kaabah.

3. Nak buatkan Umrah utk beloved wife.she told me she want to go umrah kalau dah sihat...and she also told me she want to go Hajj.insyaAllah i will do it for u nanti.

4. Then nak p ketmpt...emm....nak minta Allah temukan jodoh yang terbaik...kalau adalah...kalau tak da ..apa nak buat..takdir!!!!!!!!!!!!

5. And ect......

what a good day today after a loooooong holiday with my kids...Thank q ya Allah.
May Allah blessed to my dearest friend. hope can see you soon.

safuan
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Thursday, 17 March 2011

kepadamu ya ALLAH

Askm.

Ya Allah.....
Dengan namamu yang maha pengasih lagi maha penyayang.
Ampunkan dosa dan kesalahanku
Permudahkanlah segala urusan dunia dan akhiratku.
Perkenankanlah segala hajat dan keinginanku.

Ya Allah....
Berkati hidupku.....
berkatilah hidup nya...
dengan namamu ya Allah
tak kenal putus asa
moga sinar kembali menjelma
kebahagiaan untuk selamanya.


safuan
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To all my Kids

Askm.

As usual, hey! school holidays!!!! meant Balik Kampong.
But this time we balik kampong without u.
Syima especially was very happy enjoyed with her friend and cousin.
Plays and plays day n night.

Anybody ask her how are u syima?
Syima always says that we cannot sedih nanti mommy sedih.
she's great n very good girl
Oh yeah! syima was 10 years old when her beloved mommy left foreever.

i proud to have u syima
keep it up
u give me strenght
u give me hope
u r everthing to me
thanx darling...........
at least i still have them....
united strongly

ika!!!! thank u to look after me.
sometimes u layan ayah seperti mana mommy.
you all so great
you all so beautiful
you all so helpful
i promise i will do everything for u all with all my best.

InsyaAllah...i wish u all the best dunia and hereafter.
I LOVE U ALL


safuan
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Wednesday, 16 March 2011

why ?

Askm.

It's always in my mind
with thousands of question
un answerable.......
in one of horrible fasting day
its really badly heart me
its really badly killing me

But it's ok
be cool n take it easy
im try to understand
even iam confused
and i leave it as it is
without answer
without promise
without anything

I just want to be happy


safuan
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Yang Terindah

Askm.

Semenjak kau hadir dalam hidupku
Tiada lagi keresahaan
Kau mengetuk pintu hatiku
Tanpa sedari kan ku izinkan

**
kau yang bernama CINTA
kau yang memberi RASA
kau yang ilhamkan BAHAGIA
hingga aku terasa INDAH

Bila keyakinan datang berasa
kasih disaluti dengan kejujuran
mencintai dirimu
merindui dirimu
memiliki dirmu hingga akhir hayat
bersama kamu

**
kau yang bernama CINTA
kau yang memberi RASA
kau yang ilhamkan BAHAGIA
hingga aku terasa INDAH


safuan
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Tuesday, 15 March 2011

AL-FATIHAH

Askm.

AL FATIHAH  ))
di tujukan kepada arwah isteri saya yang tersayang, Hajjah Sazana binti Shafie semoga rohnya ditempatkan bersama sama dengan org2 yang beriman dan para solihin DI SYURGA JANNAH.

AL FATIHAH.^^^^^

Mac 15
hari hari  berlalu pergi jauh meninggalkan kami......
hari hari berlalu semakin dekat menghampiri kami..............
satu kepastian
satu ketentuan
lumrah kehidupan

my dearest,
u r my wife mithali
i know u just want to make me happy
i still remember,
with your last smile
n your smile after..
o d w to the Syurga Jannah.

I will....as much as posible
look after our lovely kids
to become
anak anak yang soleh n solehah...insyaAllah.
I will....take care of them..dont worry ok.
be happy...AMIN

safuan
+SSH+

Monday, 14 March 2011

my mom

Askm.

Thanks mom....thank for everything
you are so great....
i thank to Allah having u as my mom...
Im declare that u are MY IBU MITHALI

Ustazah Hajjah Umi Kalsom binti Adnan
is a great and wonderful name
i love u mom....
of your understanding...
and i always love u.....foreever

we went to pusat pendidikan al barakah this morning.
katil mak kayu patah
we went to buy some wood and i managed to repair it perfectly
 Happy with the beg telekong which i bought from my friend sister
i snap a photo just infront of the main entrance
of the al barakah
i am happy to make u happy
but sometimes mom,,,, u talk n demand many things
nak peti ais pulak.....
pusing satu ipoh look at the frezz shop
finally u happy.
that is wonderful time
u n me alone
this morning.......2morrow i hve to go back kl
for work
for my kids
bcoz of Allah...
AMIN......

Something had happened

Askm.
Here again today.
at the same place....
at the same time.....
at the same feeling.
and at all....
something had happened...
with the word that i  heard it onces before
but.....
it just a word....
who nobody knows what is that meant
who nobody knows why it's happened
except me
and.........
even we are fated to be seperated
but at least...
it would be enough for me
that u like me
it would be enough for me
that u love me
it would be enough for me
that u miss me...
deeply in my heart i strongly  feel
your love...
even with the silent voice
forever....
it would be enough for me
i will be there for u
forever
uraomm.

safuan
+SSH+

Sunday, 13 March 2011

Koibito's Sakura

Askm.

Here is today.
Ianya datang tanpa diundang
hanya untuk sekadar pinjaman
datang untuk pergi lagi
yang takkan kembali......

Pergilah kau rindu....
pergilah kau sayang...
ambillah..
kuberikan segalanya padamu
biar aku tak punya apa...
untuk selamanya..


safuan
+ SSH+

Pocho2 n Cameron Highland

Askm,

wake up early this morning. Uncl. p jog,senamrobik n pocho2.It's  a nice morning n i hope myday will be as bright as the day.insyaAllah

huh...pocho2 is very difficult.coordination must terror with step. i cant never get it right....but i m very enjoyed with today senamrobik which i had missed it nearly a year.
u r so good in pocho2. even our kids also cannot challange u...your steps,ryhtem n lenggok kaki n tangan u ...huh...perfectly like a dancer.. selamba aje ajeer n i can feel it that u r very enjoyed the moment.
in sudden..im here..Cameron Highland...very nice place with temprature of 18C...we had been here once bfore.but i can remember exactly what.....
I wish everything will be ok...may Allah blessed us whatever we do.....
i will leaving soon to find some peace..i never thought that what i had said before become thru..i did not meant that s....i told u that i want to go umrah alone bcoz i need privacy..selalu p umrah n haji ramai2..u just keep smiling n smiling...u r really understood...and  this time i will really be alone...i know u know n i will pray for u days n night...for the rest of my life...i will loving u..


safuan
 SS+

Friday, 11 March 2011

Congratulaions !!!!!

Bismillahirahmanirahim.

Askm.

Finally, i dah ada blog sendiri...Yeah !! Congratulations safuan. You are the best ..Yes! Sure i am the best.

First of all, i am not really know why should i created this blog. Is not for published to public but it just to......i don't know why....anyway again BIG HAND FOR ME ......".CONGRATULATION"

In fact, previously, i am Buta IT, bukan apa...terlalu sibuk dgn kerja, meeting with people days n night...mencari rezeki yang halal.

Iam MOHD SAFUAN BIN RADZALI. I.C 630425-08-6783. Work as an Architect but mainly dah jadi Business man la..apa apa aje yg dimuka bumi Allah ni yang boleh dijadikan rezeki..that's it...Hahaha.. Thanx to ALLAH....

salam utk semua..
safuan S..